Sunday, October 3, 2010

A feeling which i wanna relive again and again 4 rest of ma lyf


I left her at her home.She waved her hands and suddenly turned back.She dont want to look into my eyes.She too knew longer she would be there watching me more she gonna miss me.So she turned but was there waiting till i was completely out of her sight.

I started driving.As i was driving i was recollecting the memories of the time spent wid her.I was becoming impatient.It was 9.00 am that tym and as a summer morning it was warm and nice.But suddenly cool breeze started to flow.All the sunshine was in shade.It became freezy out there and really hard 2 drive.I was just imaging about her.I want her at my back that tym to hold me.Just a chat would have given me power to tackle the cool breeze.I was imaging to turn the bike and go back 2 her.Give her a tight hug.Many feelings were revolving round.Wid all those feelin i drove and reachd my destntn.I was completely shivering wid cold at that tym.

Suddenly i called her 2 infrm i reached.Dont knw why but a gr8 relieve come 2 my heart hearing her voice as if we havent spoke since years.Her tone was heavy.I know she too was missing me badly.So i didnt hang up longer.becoz we both knew longer we r going to talk more we r going to miss each other.After a long drive i was sleepy.So i went 2 bed.But i was restless there.Felt lyk something was missing.Then i streched my arm nd kept a pillow on it.Just imagined it was her sleeping.Then only i felt lyk complete.After waking i was very impatient and want to talk 2 her.Suddenly she called and told she too was missing me badly.

There were more............

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Mom’s special recipe


Reading the heading everyone would have thought of that I would be discussing about some of my moms special recipe. It’s not only about my mom. Actually this thought came to my mind by one of my friend. While discussing with him about some delicious food suddenly he asked me which food I like the most and without ny doubt my answer was the one prepared by my mom and same was his. So I gave a thought on this why everyone prefer moms recipe better than anyone in this world.
There are lots of cook with lot of experience and talent. They spent a lot of years and money to get the mastery upon some recipes to satisfy their customers. But they could only satisfy them. Their high cost items would be always rated before the plain and simple homemade recipes. Everyday they feed many people. They have much more experience. With so much experience could not they find a way to top over simple homemade recipes have thought of a reason for that.
A cook had to please a lot of customer and make their dish keeping everyone’s demand in mind. He doesn’t know our likes and dislikes. But mom knows. We have been eating an item made by our mom for most years of our lives. We know the taste of the food from our mom. So who else makes it tastes different. Moreover moms love adds extra spice to the food. As we Indians have a bend towards spicy food we love our mom’s recipe.
Lastly I just wanna say I love and miss my mom made items here in the hostel. I love you mom…………

Sunday, May 23, 2010

BPUT vs STUDENTS-clash of minds

20th May 2010
A day which wld be remembered by every BPUT students and officials.WOW!! what a gathering. But I m not here 2 mention about the strike and its consequences. I just wanna discuss here what had happened 2 the mentality of people there…….
BPUT students they have their demands and their strike was against BPUT. Then what harm did the police check post do. They started breaking it. Then they threw stones at different buildings and malls. They also destroyed many vehicles on the way. They also hit some people who don’t know what BPUT stands for. All this were linked to BPUT!!!!! I don’t think so. BPUT didn’t fulfill the demands of the students. I was there. But I didn’t mark anybody upset at BPUT 4 not listening to there demands. Everyone was happy they had thrown 2-3 stones.
Now BPUT officials. Exams were being conducted for students. If students were facing problems and such a huge no of students protesting was it necessary to conduct exam.but they have to show their authority and supremacy and tell students they would fuck them whenever they want.
I have not forgotten the police crew standing there. They started beating students as if they were criminals. Strikes are more serious in Utkal University and ravenshaw. Even bombarding is done. But the officials can’t even say a word there. Political backup. But when they got chance they hit like hell. Those who were aggressive there were far from the range of police. Police should have started lathi charge near them. But they ran away easily. The student who were there 4 just silent protest were hit and the manner in which they were hit everyone had seen on TV. Some had seen live like me.
What d fuck was going through everybody’s mind there?? Rightly said by one of my friend this strike teach us three things
1. Violence is not a solution to any Problem.
2. Anger kills us not our enemies.
3. B.P.U.T. screwed us badly and wld be screwing us 4 nxt one fucking year.

Friday, May 21, 2010

I still miss u


Chiraagon ki roshni jab zara hili,

laga tumhari ek aahat si mili,

jaake dekha jab dar pe,

to phir wahi kafir hawa mili..



Socha lad lenge iss zalim duniya se,

Par jab chale,

To har jagah tanhai mili,

Chiraagon ki roshni jab zara hili,



Rusvaiyoo ke iss manzar main,

Jab har jagah se dil tuta,

To ek pyari si muskan tere honto pe dikhi,

Chiraagon ki roshni jab zara hili,



Tumse kahenge bas itna hi hum,

Jab se tum mile mujhe zindagi mili,

Chiraagon ki roshni jab zara hili....

Saturday, May 15, 2010

What is love?


What is love???????????A topic which is on every youth’s mind. But what is the real meaning and definition of love. Seriously how can you define this four letter word known as love which contains more than 4 crores of emotions within it. So I asked some of my friends about the topic and the answer I get I m sharing with u all.
There were many peculiar answers. Some started rhyming and some made quotes as love is land of sorrow, ocean of tears, valley of death and end of life. Some started giving bookish definitions. And seriously those were the most boring definitions of love I have ever heard. If I have to satisfy myself to some weird writer who have loved his literature subject more than anything why would have I searched so much for this definitions. I would have satisfied myself very early reading one of them. Then I opt 4 some of my friend who were really into some relationship. Those who were still in a relationship explained love as everything.they compared it with sun, moon, life, god and many things which mean to them lot. Similarly those who have got hurt in a relationship answered as love mean to them nothing. One of such answer was love is bakwaas, faltu ,blunder u have ever made in your life. I posted this answer because this was from someone very dear to me. Truly after all this I could not get the true definition of love. The same word love for someone its everything on the other hand its nothing for someone. If love is like this how could someone like me get the true definition of love.
Finally I got settled to one very interesting answer. This was not the complete definition which I wanted but it was something which was almost there. It was like this love is something which is not to be defined but to be felt. If u feel like heaven its heaven for u otherwise it hell. There is some feeling 4 that person so u got hurt by the person. Love comes into everyone life in form of many emotions and feelings. It may be in form of father, mother, brother, sister, any relative or the one with whom you would live your complete life. But u have to feel the love in every stage. So readers just feel the love and dnt run after such definitions as “what is love?”
My search is still on. So if u have a nice definition you could share with me.